drifting away my time...

2009-03-31T18:08:00.005+08:00

hey...im bck.....after 10 years...bt feeling veri sad nw...idk..the feeling is so natural...i suddenly fell for u...and especially an event which happened nt long ago...it gave me so much memories...bt why??after tat..u start to lk ignore me..??why..??bcoz of wat the others said...fuck them lah!!!...they nth to do onli..i feel tat day by day...the distance between us are getting further apart...i am reali scared...very scared i will lose you anytime...all my memories wid u will be gone juz....lk tat...to u is nth....to me leh??....did u ever tink of my feelings.???u noe tat i like u bt why are u still treating me tis way...???why..????and why everytime i tried to like sum 1....i will be always treated tis way...???and hw can i nt love u when u totally control my heart..?

2009-01-22T22:00:00.003+08:00

hello!i gt alot of ting to tok abt....haha...hmmm starting to realise tat i am getting smarter abit lah..nt alot...coz i noe hw to strum the guitar and sing...so tat my other side of the brain is used...her badae is over juz a few days ago...i brought my guitar to sch..played for her...and she is veri happy...den i aso feel veri happy lah DUH...bt i beleive in tis saying...good tings does nt last 4ever...quite true...a few days ago..she told she is leaving singarpore never coming bck..i was lk wtf...and its after cny..tat makes me even more sad!!!!and tml may be the last day tat i cn see her...haiz..i tink i cn put tis story to an end...i am happy aso coz cn get ang pao money...bt sad coz she is leaving right after it haiz...

i wanted to talk to you..
i juz wanted you near...
but somtimes i wish you were gone...
but secretly tats wat i fear....

tats is reali wat i fear..the feeling nt seeing you ever again...is..is..is...lk a part of my heart being cut off...bt tats is sumting tat i cant control..when is time to let go...its is reali time to let go...bt b4 tat i gt a few tings to dedicate to you...

how do i say goodbye to sum1 i never had..?
why do my tears fall so endlessly for sum 1 who was never reali mine..?
why is it i miss sum1 i was never with..?
and why do i love sum1 whoose love was never mine..?

how can i forget you when your always on my mind..?
how can i let you go when i cant see us apart..?
and how can i nt love you when you control my heart..?

at noght when all is lonely..
i sit and tink of you..
i wish you were here..
to love and hold me...
IMPOSSIBLE..!!!!

its is reali impossible...bt wat i want is to see you smile...serio0us..bye...farewell....

2008-12-24T12:05:00.003+08:00

yoww!!!!..i am bck again...tml is friday?? whooo hohoho...abt 1 week sch goin to reopen again..i am happy bt i am aso sad...happy coz i cn see all my friends again..the sad ting is must study again..and must wake up early..^_^.veri busy nowadays..especially pds...coz ncc air aso starting...and dey better den us...so we must show dem tat we are better den them...idc i must master 2 hand spin...although quite impossible..bt no matter wat must make it happen...EM..C..G..D...must master them..can anybody tell me wat to write abt in my next post..????haha thks...^_^

2008-12-11T20:43:00.002+08:00

heyo!!..i am bck again^_^tat time perform at tpy..nt bad....bt onli for 1 guy..so damn******* slow...walao...haha nvm luhh...haiz..sianz sianz..sch goin to reopen again..sianz..MUST STUDYYYYYYY...haha bt at least cn see her...hehe...ok wanna tok abt some of my best friends..sorry to ny if i copied ur idea...coz i reali gt nth to
blog alr...

my dad:the best dad on earth..bt aso veri irritating..
my bro:silent..bt when he angry arr...damn scary luhh...
afi:abit xiao..haha..
nevin:hyper siao!!!haha..
jon:nt tat siao..bt his face totally look lk dog...haha..
idayu:aso siao..bt veri noisy..
my xuan:cute and talk alot..

and tats all..bye bye...^_^

2008-11-12T21:29:00.006+08:00

hello again...hmmm..was soo happy....coz the yans are in the same class...hohohohoho...haha we will nvr be seprated..no matter...seriously i wish i cn have more freedom....haiz...ystd nevin asked me weather cn go his hs stay overnight anot..den i say i cant...coz my parents don allow mii..sianz...i wan go sia...nvm luhh...afi goin...wish dey have fun...haha...^_^...ystd mii and afi go cycling...den we cycle to bishan park 1....den we found a boat den lk fun sia...we row it to the center of the river den row bck hua3 so fun..juz bored nw sia...seriously nth to do..huhu..and wonder hw u doin...wish u doin fine...haiz..tinking of u all day long...and my toenail recover alot alr..lk nt pain any more....haha..picture time....^_^

2008-11-01T23:32:00.004+08:00

hellooooooooooooooooooo everyone..................hahahahahahahahahaha..i am nt emo anymore......i gt eat antibiotics wat..of course recover fast luhh...haha..holidays are here....i am soo damn ******* bored nw..reali nth to do...everyday stare at the psp...aso sianz alr....and the most zia lat ting is I BROKE MY TOENAIL....sheezx...the worst ting is i cant cycle sia...cannot go kayaking...which i reali wanted to go..coz afi goin...sianz....haiz...when everytime i look at the moon...u always come into my mind...every where i tink of u...wat to do wat to do...????hahahahaha i gt gd potery skills rite...haha skiddn....wonder wat class i goin nxt year sia..i wish to be in d same class as afi and nevin luhh...both of dem reali treated me well....and i nvr regrted meeting dem...always..when the 3 of us go out...comfrim comfrim 1....gt laughter 1..we tok abt stupid tings....bt each of us gt talents 1 hor...shall list dem out...

nevin:soccer,monster hunter,talking bck to ppl,and doin funny faces...and many more...
y3:dancing,cycling,computer stuff,psp,singing and doin funny faces...and many more.
afi:the most talented 1 among us..:dancing,cycling,guitar,singing,rollerblading,basketball....and many more..

haha..tats all...happy hols...bye...

2008-10-25T17:14:00.003+08:00

no one cn describe hw i feel nw..no one....my heart is broken into peices..thousands of pecies..no one cn join it bck..onli"u" cn join it bck....how selfish cn u be...u juz leave me dere...crying..while u are having fun wid ur friends...dun get the wrong idea..i nt talking bad abt u..i juz REALI REALI REALI wan u to noe hw much i love u...its is soo deep tat i cn never forget..and nth cn make it recover..onli u...u are the greatest enemy to mii..every litte hurtful tings u do..cn cause a great impact on my heart...u are leaving soon i noe...enjoy ur holidays...wish u will be happy 4ever....for mii..haha..i will wait for u 4ever and ever....tis fairytale will nvr end...so ppl if u see me emo..u shld the reason y..and sorry coz i usually dont emo 1...crying.....:(

2008-10-23T20:45:00.003+08:00

whoo..time passed soo fast.....and todae is the last day of sch alr..2n1..i will miss u...and be sure to remember tis joker..haha..to my dearest brothers..if we diff class nxt year...we will still hang out together as usual again kay..?,,as i noe..the yan's will never be seprated...and "u" i will miss u..coz i noe for sure..u wont be in d same class as mii nxt year..nvm...anyting cn call me..i will be always be dere for u....clara:thks for the encourgement u given me nt to give up...and idayu aso..thks!and my xuan...go bck vietnam dont eat too much hor...wan to see u grow abit horr....nt as short as nw...at least..160 or above kk??...haha..the memories tat we have wid 2n1...it will always stay in my mind...tis saturday gt psl training...hua3..i aso dono weather cn be psl anot..wish cn lorrr....hey erm..tis note is for u...
although u may nt be dere...bt i will be always be dere for u..i noe i goin to miss u...bt i will try to make u happy as much as i cn...as long i cn see the smile on ur face..i will be contented....^_^....GOODBYE 2N1!!!must work hard for nxt year horr...

2008-10-16T20:59:00.003+08:00

FOR THOSE PEOPLE WHO NOE ABT IT ALR..PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS I BEG U...KEEP IT TO URSELF..coz wat i wan is juz to love her in secert..i dun wan her to noe bt if she noe she will ignore me for sure..so i dun wan..i noe i noe i noe wat ur goin to say..i noe is impossible...nvm..bt i juz wanna make her happy..coz she living singapore soon..pls...i juz love u too much until is impossible to nt tink abt u for a sec...everywhere i tink of u..seriously..u tell me wat to do..WAT TO DOOOOOO!!!!haiz....:(:::::::

2008-10-12T22:31:00.002+08:00

todae is my bdae..and ny's aso...and sumting happened todae..after we cut the cake...my bro go switch off the lights..den i though wat..den suddenly gt the song..low..den my DAD moonwalked out den he was lk dancing...den i was lk laughing hahaha soo damn funny....!den he break sumo bt onli handstand and freeeze...haha den i break wid him...i did headstand and he hav nth to say..den suddenly he changed to hip hop...haha tis year is a evebt tat i will nt forget..the style side of my dad..sooo old ppl are nt always old fashioned...they juz don wan to show it out..haha less den 2hours and my badae is goin to end..turning 14 alr...i have some wishes to make..haha u may tink is stupid..bt is nt...
1.get my dream bike..
2.good results for this year..
3.the yan's will be forever..never seprated..best buddies for life!!
4.my family to be peaceful..
5.every couple in tis world to have a blissful relationship
6.my dear monkey to be happy always..i will do anyting juz to see the smile on ur face..
7.and lastly...EVERYBODY WILL SMILE ALL DAY LONG!!!!^_^
haha tats all for tis year..bye...!

2008-10-09T23:00:00.002+08:00

and i hav 1 more tinnggg to anounce.......EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!SSOOOOOOOO HAPPY...SERIOUSLY..YESTERDAY WENT CYCLING MYSELF....was soo damn high....kept shouting whoo..haha and most impt...my PSP IS BCK hahaha....played psp wid nevin and jon todae was fun..and tis sun is my bdae...soo wish myself a happy bdae..haha goin wid the f4 tml..haha bye..nitez...^_^

2008-10-05T17:22:00.002+08:00

heyssss.....i gt a gud news to annouce........I GOT NEW TIRES FOR MY BIKE!!!!whoohoohoo...soo damn happy...i cycled to tpy wid 1 puchured tyre...bt in the end i make it....all the sweat was worth it.....whoo..haha i got the more ex 1...modified my brakes alr..mayb testing it after exam...

y3:hey darling feeling better..?

darling:of course lah!!!u stupid or wat..?blind isit..?gt new tires of course ok lah..bodoh..

y3:relax lah..u scold me until lk tat..it breakes my heart u noe(lol!)

darling:walao..petty sia..wear skirt lah u..walao i tink we break up lah..

y3:anyting lor..u tink i care ar...ur face lk shit who wans u sia(bastard rite)

darling:u say 1 ar..make sure u don regret hor...

y3:haha i gt new darling alr...(lol!)haha reali bored..gud luck for ur exams tml..^_^

2008-10-03T20:48:00.003+08:00

yow i am bck....todae geog paper was easy..!mayb cn pass..juz wait for awhile more den exam are over...!!!cn go drifting wid my bike alr...whooo..haha lk lazy to study lk tat...nvm..todae relax..den tml den study....gt a video to show ur...

2008-09-30T20:38:00.004+08:00

hehahah..^_^
nice rite...
tats favourite animal..aso mine too..hehe..^_^
haha....nobody will understand hw i feel nw...soo damn stressed...feel lk juz sleeping and nvr wake up..haha sounds EMO bt NO....HAHA
SOME PHOTOS above..JUZ BORED...

2008-09-29T17:14:00.002+08:00

and hellos......ystd f1...renalult won...congrats anyway....i tink louis shld be the winner luhh...and ferrali carshed...hahahahahaha..no brain..how u drive 1 sia....haiz..todae mt paper...paper 1 okay.bt paper 2 the comprehension hard..nt the passage hard...is the questions tat dey asked hard..haiz....tml....MATHS MATHS....!!!!!die liaoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..........!!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-26T19:43:00.002+08:00

hello..todae was fun...gt eng paper..easy..sinlang 1....me afi and nevin were playing and laughing lk 1 crazy ppl lk tat...haha bicycle and rollerblade chasing each other...i tried on afi's rollerblade was fun..bt fell backwards..hit my bone..ouch..pain..bt nvm luhh...and this is the highlight..we went to nevin's house and he hav a net wid him...we all seriously lk 1 retard sia...our faces..TOTAL CHANGE SIA!!!!..was funny..had fun..and i made a sin.....i played the PSP..haha..i promise guangyin niang niang..(god)..haha.tats alll..bye!

2008-09-25T16:10:00.002+08:00

AND.......YOW..!!!!!..todae performce was great...!!! jazzfunk was nice..pds also! i was soo kan choing sia...bt she gave me the motivation to carry on....seriously...i met her and she said i do the 1 hand spin damn man sia....! den i was..haha ok..ok....see lah..tonite comfrim cannot concentrate 1...haha..english aso nth to study...bt i juz wanna to say......GOOD LUCK FOR UR ENGLISH PAPER TML...cyas...bye!..^_^

2008-09-24T19:48:00.003+08:00

todae is wed...looking forward to tml...our big day...todae was okok lah..gt lc(listening comprehension) was easy..den gt dance at 1.45...we thought onli lk 2.15 den cn go home alr...den instead stayed until 6.15...haha big diff rite..whole song changed..bt the moves still the same..ok tats all..maybe studying...bye bye!!

2008-09-23T17:52:00.002+08:00

haha..a few funny ting happened todae...coz nevin gt fever..decided to make him laugh so to make him feel better i hope soo......coz at com lab gt the headphones...den about to break alr..bt still cn use..den i go make spoil..den say the sch property lk shit haha......and while walking to gallery..i was drinking a sweet drink...den gt 1 cher caught me..den i say..haha comfrim nvr tuck in shirt 1..den i pass the swt drink bottle to nevin and say...help me hold...and the cher wan to catch my sweet drink 1..den cn pass to nevin sumo....haha funny sia....although is tues..bt time pass quite fast..nt bad..tml gt pe yes..and thurs is my big day...haha off to study nw...bye..!

2008-09-23T09:31:00.000+08:00

hello...nth to do...nw in com lab...soo bored..after recess gt bloody koh...geo sucks man..we study ourselves aso cn pass luhh...she suck cock lah...fuck her luhh..koh koh...u suck...RELAXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX lah....................!!!! petty bitch...bye bye...haha..

2008-09-22T17:16:00.003+08:00

its proved soo obviously....seriously...i cant study..i am juz stupid...ppl lk nvr study cn get 15 can pass sumo..i leh..study lk hell onli get 14...???..lk tat idk how to pass my exams sia....u may see me at class lk always laughing 1..no stress or anyting...bt i seriously stressed out..i reali wish u were here..to give me support to carry on...i gt exams to stress bout..money problems.....WAT THE FUCKKKKK!!!!i cant take it anymore...................sum1 pls help me......i am reali tired.seriously..juz feel lk giving up...everyting...

2008-09-21T13:38:00.004+08:00

wohaha...damn full nw sia..went to eat fried rice..whoo..sooo damn full...i tink i go study nw...but wait!..i nt so guai 1...write abit more b4 i go study...hmm..after tis mayb goin vivo..and bout fri wat u told me...hw u expect me to tell tat person..if possible..u go telll the person urself...its better..coz i am nt a gud guy..its pointless..juz onli wasting ur time...seriously...haha sounding damn EMO rite..haha..i nt emo 1 horrr....sooo bye..see u at 8.40 tml..i must come at 7.15...sianz...bye! ^_^=my trademark...COPYRIGHTED..!

2008-09-21T00:04:00.000+08:00

i am soooo sian...if my darling nvr explode..HAHA!...nw juz looking at the com..looking at my wallpaper...hmm nt bad...tat will be my car when i grow up..ppl usually lk all those high class cars 1...lk lambo..ferrali..maserati..rosroy..haha sry if spell worngly...bt i dun lk luhh..i tink thosen home grown rides are better...means they buy lk so damn lousy..den tune..spent time and tune it acorrding to its road..ahhh shut up...talk to much alr..getting more lk a person who is really crazy bout cars..haha..i gtg alr..bye...

20 september..saturday 2.15pm

2008-09-20T14:40:00.000+08:00

hmm..i nvr go jb luhh....cannot wake up..so dun go lorr...den papa and my bro go out...den left me alone at home..sianz..i tink at night juz go out myself...haha ppl who cn come sch at 8.40 on mon good for u!!!i must come for pds at 7.15....bt nvm luhhs..i aso wan to pratice more....my goal is to make pds better den bb in less den 1 year...haha quite possible luhh...they shout timing 1...we nvr sia...tats the real precison drill...huhu still get over my darling tires explode!!!! hahaha..darling=my bike....soo i gtg 1st ar..anyting cn ring me up..bye..^_^..

19 september 10.44pm...

2008-09-19T22:44:00.000+08:00

hah i gt new blogskin...bt nt i do 1 luhh..i nt so smart...is hayati do 1..thks anyway..its reali nice especally the rx7..haiz..nxt thursday must perform jazzfunk and pds...hua3..i don wan sia...bt no choice luhh...i gotta drift.whehhhhh wehhhhh srak...............boommmmmmmmmm!!!! haha..i gtg ar..bye..^_^

september 19..7.56pm..

2008-09-19T19:55:00.000+08:00

haha..juz came bck home..went out drifting wid afi...was fun...and sumting happened todae..and i was damn shocked....we were drifting on slopes...everyting went out well....den when we both going dwn tis slope...afi drift 1st..it was a handsome 1....den i drifted...turn 180 degrees...aso a handsome 1...den after 5 secs...5....4...3...2...1....and BOOM!!!!!!....i den found out tat my tires explode..sumo gt smoke coming out..gt 1 big hole...i aso dun mind..coz my tires aso nvr change b4...i tink nid 20 plus dollars....bt nvm..walao..stressed sia..nid pay kit kat money...jersey..and my tires...walao..dono where to get soo much money...?haiz...haha comfrim gt way 1...wow..nw i tink i trying to get more and more lk a racer tat loves drifting soo much sia...gt the genes inside alr...

19 september...2.35pm..

2008-09-19T14:35:00.000+08:00

hmm..todae was lk normal...gt d and t...and shes lk trying to get close to mii...and bullying me haha..i dun mind getting bullied by her..its good anyway..almost complete alr..juz nid to paint...bt tat job i cant..must give idayu...haha she gt talent in art...and i noe y idayu soo noisy alr...she told me tat she gt japanese blood...no wonder..haha skiddn.....chill ar..nw i am soo lonely...wish number9 was here..to make me laugh and bully me..haha..^_^..nw juz waiting for afi to call me and we are ready to burn rubber to the maxium....soo cyas...anyting cn ring me up...and especailly u...whenever u nid me i will be always dere for u....no matter wat......bye!

18 september..10.29pm..

2008-09-18T22:18:00.000+08:00

hey0..haha my 1st post on my new blog..haha..i am a noob in this...seriously...i dun reali like blogging..bt nvm lorrs..juz make lorr...ystd study lk hell...today gt sci test..all the questions lk soooo damn easy to me sia...haha..mayb will pass haha..she told me she gt the feeling tat i will do well..haha i wont tell who the person is..haha..after sch went out wid them..inculding her...i was lk soo akaward....haha aso dono y..i love her..bt she gt bf alr...i don expect her to lk me or wat..although is impossible...seriuosly..i juz wan her to be happy...walao..stop toking bout tis alr luhh...hmm went bck hm at 4..den took my bike out for drifting...man my bck tires are burnt...haha..praticing hard for my dream....................................................AN F1 RACER....!...haha stupid rite...missing my psp..tink is time i sleep alr..looking forward to tml..goin drifting wid afi...haha..nitez.. sweet dreams number9....................-_-....