forever drifting..
hey...im bck.....after 10 years...bt feeling veri sad nw...idk..the feeling is so natural...i suddenly fell for u...and especially an event which happened nt long ago...it gave me so much memories...bt why??after tat..u start to lk ignore me..??why..??bcoz of wat the others said...fuck them lah!!!...they nth to do onli..i feel tat day by day...the distance between us are getting further apart...i am reali scared...very scared i will lose you anytime...all my memories wid u will be gone juz....lk tat...to u is nth....to me leh??....did u ever tink of my feelings.???u noe tat i like u bt why are u still treating me tis way...???why..????and why everytime i tried to like sum 1....i will be always treated tis way...???and hw can i nt love u when u totally control my heart..?
bloggD @ 3/31/2009 06:08:00 PM
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hello!i gt alot of ting to tok abt....haha...hmmm starting to realise tat i am getting smarter abit lah..nt alot...coz i noe hw to strum the guitar and sing...so tat my other side of the brain is used...her badae is over juz a few days ago...i brought my guitar to sch..played for her...and she is veri happy...den i aso feel veri happy lah DUH...bt i beleive in tis saying...good tings does nt last 4ever...quite true...a few days ago..she told she is leaving singarpore never coming bck..i was lk wtf...and its after cny..tat makes me even more sad!!!!and tml may be the last day tat i cn see her...haiz..i tink i cn put tis story to an end...i am happy aso coz cn get ang pao money...bt sad coz she is leaving right after it haiz...
i wanted to talk to you..
i juz wanted you near...
but somtimes i wish you were gone...
but secretly tats wat i fear....
tats is reali wat i fear..the feeling nt seeing you ever again...is..is..is...lk a part of my heart being cut off...bt tats is sumting tat i cant control..when is time to let go...its is reali time to let go...bt b4 tat i gt a few tings to dedicate to you...
how do i say goodbye to sum1 i never had..?
why do my tears fall so endlessly for sum 1 who was never reali mine..?
why is it i miss sum1 i was never with..?
and why do i love sum1 whoose love was never mine..?
how can i forget you when your always on my mind..?
how can i let you go when i cant see us apart..?
and how can i nt love you when you control my heart..?
at noght when all is lonely..
i sit and tink of you..
i wish you were here..
to love and hold me...
IMPOSSIBLE..!!!!
its is reali impossible...bt wat i want is to see you smile...serio0us..bye...farewell....
bloggD @ 1/22/2009 10:00:00 PM
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yoww!!!!..i am bck again...tml is friday?? whooo hohoho...abt 1 week sch goin to reopen again..i am happy bt i am aso sad...happy coz i cn see all my friends again..the sad ting is must study again..and must wake up early..^_^.veri busy nowadays..especially pds...coz ncc air aso starting...and dey better den us...so we must show dem tat we are better den them...idc i must master 2 hand spin...although quite impossible..bt no matter wat must make it happen...EM..C..G..D...must master them..can anybody tell me wat to write abt in my next post..????haha thks...^_^ Labels: happy and sad....
bloggD @ 12/24/2008 12:05:00 PM
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heyo!!..i am bck again^_^tat time perform at tpy..nt bad....bt onli for 1 guy..so damn******* slow...walao...haha nvm luhh...haiz..sianz sianz..sch goin to reopen again..sianz..MUST STUDYYYYYYY...haha bt at least cn see her...hehe...ok wanna tok abt some of my best friends..sorry to ny if i copied ur idea...coz i reali gt nth to
blog alr...
my dad:the best dad on earth..bt aso veri irritating..
my bro:silent..bt when he angry arr...damn scary luhh...
afi:abit xiao..haha..
nevin:hyper siao!!!haha..
jon:nt tat siao..bt his face totally look lk dog...haha..
idayu:aso siao..bt veri noisy..
my xuan:cute and talk alot..
and tats all..bye bye...^_^
bloggD @ 12/11/2008 08:43:00 PM
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hello again...hmmm..was soo happy....coz the yans are in the same class...hohohohoho...haha we will nvr be seprated..no matter...seriously i wish i cn have more freedom....haiz...ystd nevin asked me weather cn go his hs stay overnight anot..den i say i cant...coz my parents don allow mii..sianz...i wan go sia...nvm luhh...afi goin...wish dey have fun...haha...^_^...ystd mii and afi go cycling...den we cycle to bishan park 1....den we found a boat den lk fun sia...we row it to the center of the river den row bck hua3 so fun..juz bored nw sia...seriously nth to do..huhu..and wonder hw u doin...wish u doin fine...haiz..tinking of u all day long...and my toenail recover alot alr..lk nt pain any more....haha..picture time....^_^
bloggD @ 11/12/2008 09:29:00 PM
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hellooooooooooooooooooo everyone..................hahahahahahahahahaha..i am nt emo anymore......i gt eat antibiotics wat..of course recover fast luhh...haha..holidays are here....i am soo damn ******* bored nw..reali nth to do...everyday stare at the psp...aso sianz alr....and the most zia lat ting is I BROKE MY TOENAIL....sheezx...the worst ting is i cant cycle sia...cannot go kayaking...which i reali wanted to go..coz afi goin...sianz....haiz...when everytime i look at the moon...u always come into my mind...every where i tink of u...wat to do wat to do...????hahahahaha i gt gd potery skills rite...haha skiddn....wonder wat class i goin nxt year sia..i wish to be in d same class as afi and nevin luhh...both of dem reali treated me well....and i nvr regrted meeting dem...always..when the 3 of us go out...comfrim comfrim 1....gt laughter 1..we tok abt stupid tings....bt each of us gt talents 1 hor...shall list dem out...
nevin:soccer,monster hunter,talking bck to ppl,and doin funny faces...and many more...
y3:dancing,cycling,computer stuff,psp,singing and doin funny faces...and many more.
afi:the most talented 1 among us..:dancing,cycling,guitar,singing,rollerblading,basketball....and many more..
haha..tats all...happy hols...bye...
bloggD @ 11/01/2008 11:32:00 PM
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no one cn describe hw i feel nw..no one....my heart is broken into peices..thousands of pecies..no one cn join it bck..onli"u" cn join it bck....how selfish cn u be...u juz leave me dere...crying..while u are having fun wid ur friends...dun get the wrong idea..i nt talking bad abt u..i juz REALI REALI REALI wan u to noe hw much i love u...its is soo deep tat i cn never forget..and nth cn make it recover..onli u...u are the greatest enemy to mii..every litte hurtful tings u do..cn cause a great impact on my heart...u are leaving soon i noe...enjoy ur holidays...wish u will be happy 4ever....for mii..haha..i will wait for u 4ever and ever....tis fairytale will nvr end...so ppl if u see me emo..u shld the reason y..and sorry coz i usually dont emo 1...crying.....:(
bloggD @ 10/25/2008 05:14:00 PM
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whoo..time passed soo fast.....and todae is the last day of sch alr..2n1..i will miss u...and be sure to remember tis joker..haha..to my dearest brothers..if we diff class nxt year...we will still hang out together as usual again kay..?,,as i noe..the yan's will never be seprated...and "u" i will miss u..coz i noe for sure..u wont be in d same class as mii nxt year..nvm...anyting cn call me..i will be always be dere for u....clara:thks for the encourgement u given me nt to give up...and idayu aso..thks!and my xuan...go bck vietnam dont eat too much hor...wan to see u grow abit horr....nt as short as nw...at least..160 or above kk??...haha..the memories tat we have wid 2n1...it will always stay in my mind...tis saturday gt psl training...hua3..i aso dono weather cn be psl anot..wish cn lorrr....hey erm..tis note is for u...
although u may nt be dere...bt i will be always be dere for u..i noe i goin to miss u...bt i will try to make u happy as much as i cn...as long i cn see the smile on ur face..i will be contented....^_^....GOODBYE 2N1!!!must work hard for nxt year horr...
bloggD @ 10/23/2008 08:45:00 PM
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FOR THOSE PEOPLE WHO NOE ABT IT ALR..PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS I BEG U...KEEP IT TO URSELF..coz wat i wan is juz to love her in secert..i dun wan her to noe bt if she noe she will ignore me for sure..so i dun wan..i noe i noe i noe wat ur goin to say..i noe is impossible...nvm..bt i juz wanna make her happy..coz she living singapore soon..pls...i juz love u too much until is impossible to nt tink abt u for a sec...everywhere i tink of u..seriously..u tell me wat to do..WAT TO DOOOOOO!!!!haiz....:(:::::::
bloggD @ 10/16/2008 08:59:00 PM
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todae is my bdae..and ny's aso...and sumting happened todae..after we cut the cake...my bro go switch off the lights..den i though wat..den suddenly gt the song..low..den my DAD moonwalked out den he was lk dancing...den i was lk laughing hahaha soo damn funny....!den he break sumo bt onli handstand and freeeze...haha den i break wid him...i did headstand and he hav nth to say..den suddenly he changed to hip hop...haha tis year is a evebt tat i will nt forget..the style side of my dad..sooo old ppl are nt always old fashioned...they juz don wan to show it out..haha less den 2hours and my badae is goin to end..turning 14 alr...i have some wishes to make..haha u may tink is stupid..bt is nt...
1.get my dream bike..
2.good results for this year..
3.the yan's will be forever..never seprated..best buddies for life!!
4.my family to be peaceful..
5.every couple in tis world to have a blissful relationship
6.my dear monkey to be happy always..i will do anyting juz to see the smile on ur face..
7.and lastly...EVERYBODY WILL SMILE ALL DAY LONG!!!!^_^
haha tats all for tis year..bye...!
bloggD @ 10/12/2008 10:31:00 PM
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Name: Yong Yao Yuan a.k.a Y3
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